1. So many crazy shit. haha.
2. I was confused "I", "me" with "we" and "us". My yonger self is eager to generalize from personal experience. I was naive and but funny when I read it.
3. In "Finance — Everyone Should Learn About it", I wrote "The present money is always better than the future", I did not know it was Keynesian school of thought. The textbook may soon be thrown away.
4. I don't understand my blog "Consciousness and Subconsciousness". It just strike me there may be something deeper about it. But it hurts my brain to read it.. haha.
5. I comment on "Burst out of the bubble": bubble *can* be enjoyable, and there is nothing wrong by itself. haha.
6. I think my peak of craziness is in 2017 that ends with blog "Cycle".
7. I respect Nietzsche, many pieces I wrote in 2019 was attributed to him. His book has the power, and It may have helped me to strong. But now, I don't think of him, and I guess I'm more living in the present now.
8. Why was many pieces I wrote was about "money". Was I poor that was why? I'm poor for sure. Maybe I was looking for Bitcoin?
9. I like the fact that I use "I" in "Growth in Knowledge". that piece I still stand by, and I want to add that some mistakes could cause you a lot! And, book knowledge if use in the right way can be super helpful. I was seeking (and still is) seeking book knowledge and with little experience that nature can be the judger for me (I'm thinking of knowledges about making physical stuffs). Btw, I love engineering.
10. Many aspects my personality in "High School Cafeteria" still exists in me. And, the real story that inspires me write "High School Cafeteria" happens when I worked in Google. Partially because I want to vent it (I'm not sure "vent" is right word, probably not. "let go" may be a better one.)
11. While reading "Challenges of Distributed Computing", I thought of something that someone who seems pretty at distributed computing said something like "if one can avoid solving distributed computing, one should do so" (my word). I believe one should look for a solution done in single machine to problem at hand. And fancy things should be last resort.
12. I vaguely remember I was pretty painful when I wrote "Prison of My Mind". It happened in the middle of sleepless night. Well, my memory is not good.
13. "Jiang Wen (姜文), and Chinese Cultural Problems", there are really bad elements in Chinese culture, and I think there aren't critics that can be openly talked about in China, which is bad for China. Critiques are important to discover truth (even though it can be ugly). Ironically I think Mao Zedong would agree the importance of Critiques which he termed "Struggle". I don't know much about Mao though...
14. "Parasite" is a peice I showed my dislike to the rich.
15. re "Difference Between Abstract Sentence and Specific Sentence", I have something to say about it, but I don't know what.
16. Wow, my piece "Will and Freedom" is good. I want freedom!
17. I may come back in the future to talk more about "Sufferings of Being an Adult".
18. "Boring Sunday" is right, too much reading is bad. I want the reading of the "true", and specifically what I have in mind is reading the knowledges that are applicable to nature and exercise power and changes. Knowledges that nature is the judger!
19. I was so sad in "Machine". No, I don't agree. Even currently AI is good at many things that previously we human thought only we can do, the AI is created by human and some people with much higher inteligent than me must know how to control and understand it.